I just returned from a fun night at Frutti’s, the local (juice and smoothie) bar. I have to be up early tomorrow but wanted to do a quick summary of the 24+ hours since I last posted.
Yesterday’s surgery went well. From the outside, it looks like this: You sit in a room with a number of other people, your eyes closed and right hand over your heart. Music plays in the background, some prayers are said, then you sit for awhile longer until you are told that your surgery is over.
From the inside, it feels different each time. This time, I feel like I was fully aware of my body. My mind did wander occasionally, but otherwise, I was able to consciously hold an intention.
After the surgery, you stay in your room resting for 24 hours.
That’s a long time to rest, but I know it is important. Again, each experience is different. This time, it felt a bit like a dud for the first few hours. I wasn’t wiped out, I didn’t feel any differently, I didn’t have any visions or hear any messages.
After a few hours, some events started, and I can describe a few.
One was that I was in a lot of pain. I typically have some “ouch points” on my body but luckily, usually only one acts up at a time. This time, they were playing a symphony together. It did eventually quiet down, but wow. On top of that, I got really hot, as though I had a fever. My skin was hot to the touch. On top of all that, I felt like vomiting.
I thought about finding the group leader, but I know (from acupuncture) that when energy is running through my body, it heats up. Just never that intense before.
When I finally got out of bed, I noticed an indentation in my body on my right side under my ribs. A very definite indentation that wasn’t there before.
During the day, I saw flickers of light in my room and on the patio. They looked like this:
This photo is from Crater Lake in Oregon, showing the sunlight reflecting off the water. The flickers I saw were very similar, all kind of a silvery-white light fluttering in the air. Very cool.
I’m loving this because I asked the entities not to use spiritual anesthesia, that I wanted to feel that they were working on me. (What was I thinking???) I also wanted a sign that something was happening. AND, I wanted to “see” something. In the past, I heard voices but friends had seen lights and shapes and whatever. So of course I thought it would be cool to see something (even though I was kind of scared to, at the same time).
I am excited that I did get what I asked for on all three counts, and greedy me knows that there is even more.
Tomorrow, I go to current, which means that I will sit for however long (usually 3+ hours) with my eyes closed sending energy to everyone else going through the line.
Right now, sending love to you and headed to bed!
Love and blessings,