When I left Dana Farber, I got a copy of the disk with my CT scan. Since Tiron is a radiologist, he is often able to look at the studies at home and we get a preview.
The CT center inadvertantly gave me only part of the study, so we compared that part to last time. It doesn’t look the way I want it to, and while that initially bummed me out, right now, I am choosing to focus on the fact that there is work to be done. The specifics don’t matter so much.
I’m also thinking that, when I go in to see the oncologist on Tuesday, I don’t want to know exactly what he sees on the films. I just want to do chemo (and all my other “alternative” stuff) and take it from there.
I suppose that, while I was initially resistant, I am now glad that we did this baseline CT study. Keep those prayers coming!